Shivering (AEN)

I want to love you.
I want to take care of you.

I listened to this song, that made me feel as if you were here.
The music made me think of about us, about the memories that I have not lived yet and still have. Memories I dreamed, I hoped, I lingered to experience. 

Somedays I think that I am going crazy, looking for you in the faces of strangers.
Somedays I understand that at times we got to live on our own, live with ourselves, and enjoy the miracle of being alive.

I am still learning that, learning to truly love me as I am.

Maybe one day you will read all these letters and texts and understand how much I have loved you,
even before meeting you. I know it sounds too cheesy, but I am cheesy. I am looking for cheesy in my life, I have forgotten how it feels to be in love, to feel completed by someone else and feel invencible. I think that this cheesiness is truly a human thing, I hope everyone gets to be cheesy at least once in his or her life.

I will love you.
I will take care of you.

We will go to places we never have been. We will talk for hours and hours, sleepless hours. We will fight sometimes, but these fights will just bring us closer, will make us stronger. We will unveil more about ourselves, we will learn more about who we are and who we are becoming together.

And we will shiver.

Thank you for inspiring me, whoever you are... I am not sure if I know you already or not, but I feel you around. If you feel the same, please be bold and hold me in the darkness, kiss me, no questions asked. I am sure you will know that I feel the same way, my eyes never lie.

And we will disappear from Earth, or perhaps appear for the first time.

Until we meet again,

Lu

Kevin closed Lucía's diary, confused. He knew that he shouldn't had to be there, in her room, reading something as private as that. However, he couldn't help it, it was just there!

Lucía came back.

-Hey, sorry for taking so long.
-No problem.
-So... yes, the project. What do you think? Did you like the idea I just told you?
-Yes, I think it is fine.... mmm...
-Why are you looking at me like that?
-How?

Kevin felt that she could read him. Would she realize that he found her diary?

-I feel that you are checking me out or something.
-Checking you out?
-Nevermind, let me go for the tea, it most be ready now.

Perhaps he was checking her out. As she turned around and walked out of the room, he realized that he liked her, perhaps more than just a friend. Maybe reading her words made him realize that he wanted to be that man, maybe he was looking for cheesiness too. He walked out of the room, hoping to find out if he could read her eyes, as she said. He shivered. This could change everything...

And he went out.