Lovely fall desires (AEN)

I want to fall in love again.
Free fall, no parachute, no net.

To feel that brief eternal instant of perfect imperfection,
of naive and pure faith,
of insane unstoppable happiness,
when you smile like an idiot because nothing else is bigger than that...
not a problem at work,
not a terrible miserable cold,
not your lack of sleep, because you can't get him out of your head.

I want to fall in love again.
Deeply and slowly, softly and gently.

To wake up with a silly smile on my face,
because he just texted, because he is smiling involuntarily too..
he is a cute lucky bastard who found love again,
just as you.
When every kiss is as good as the first one,
when holding hands becomes a delicate dance,
when dressing up is read as an art, just to impress him once more,
to get that look that makes you blush.

I want to fall in love again.
This time forever, this time for real.

To see the world through his eyes and feel it spin at our pace,
to share my dreams, to build a future,
to understand what lead characters in chick flicks portrait,
to remember how I felt when I was in high school, in college...
When I used to fall in love, or at least that is what I thought.

I want to fall in love again.
I do.